about to explode...

{bah this no internet/ 10 year old computer thing is really putting a damper on my blogging. i kind of hate that}

sometimes it is hard for me to find the right words.

i'm not very good at telling stories of explaining things in person.

i say like a lot.

stuff makes sense in my head. but not coming out of my mouth.

sometimes you would think i was thinking in spanish and speaking in english.

seriously it's that bad.

and then i look at this baby...

and then look at this man...

and i'm sure my heart is going to explode.

it might sound cheesy.

it's the only words i can find.

or maybe there are no words.

just prayers of thankfulness.

seriously. THANK YOU LORD:

for your provision.

for smiles.

and giggles.

and holding hands tight.

for laughter.

for a good night's sleep.

a happy boy.

a happy momma.

a happy daddy.

a family with TOO much love and TOO many kisses for one little boy.

for a Kma who always says the right thing.

for sunny days and walks with my boy.

for 30 days of shredding ;).

the possibility of a new year.

music in the dark.

everything we could never imagine.

all God's grace raining down on this family of three.