most days look the same.
most days i don't leave the house.
most days it's meals & naps & playtime & cleaning.
and i easily find myself thinking of how meaningless & boring & lame my days are...
it's easy for me to place my pride in the things of this world.
in work, school, and even the money i make.
but the Lord has literally stripped me of almost all of those.
i'm not taking any classes (nor do i plan to anytime soon) & work has waaaaaay slowed down.
it's just me & Joshua & this babe growing inside.
our days look the same.
our routine is pretty set.
and i question, how are we using our days to glorify the Lord?
it's easy to just go through the motions of meals & naps & playtime.
it's easy to get bored & feel insignificant when i spend my days with someone who barely speaks.
i want to change. i need to change.
Lord, change my heart. allow me to see ways to bring You glory in the everyday, in the routine & the naps & the meals. i want my life & the life of my babes to reflect Your love and grace. allow me to raise my boy to love You with his whole life. i know it starts now. i know it starts in the days just him & me, not leaving the house. give me patience for the hard days and grace everyday. thank You for providing and giving me these days. thank you for my precious boy & the babe growing inside. thank you for this gift of being their momma. thank you for this life.